Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Gotta Have Faith



I  know that we grow stronger through the storms, but why must there always be a storm on the horizon. Why must I always walk right into it, knowing full well that it could capsize my boat and yet I go there anyway.
I have this problem with over extending myself to others to the point of needing to have extreme faith just to take care of myself and my children. When I see others hurting I give what I have even if it means I will be stressed and have to live on faith just to feed my own. I know that God provides He always has, and I also know that we have never missed a meal, and this is what keeps me doing this. My friends tell me that I should never do that, but I can't stop it. I don't know if sharing to the point of worrying is a good thing or not. I know it makes me stretch my faith, and I know that God has always always come through, but it seems sorta crazy to me that I would not care if I suffer later as long as I can relieve someone of their pain at the moment.
God give me the courage to trust that you will provide and to stand on the legacy that you always have in the past.

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